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It is officially Elaine very most special day. Sadly I don't know why her driving exams would be on today, so I took the chance to pray for her and assured her that everything will be going on well. In the end she managed to pass the driving test, however for the test on the slope.. she failed. Aww :( Poor Elaine :( I knew how badly she wanted to pass for this test.. and know she has to retake, at the same time have to fork out extra $$$. Sigh. Why are driving tests so... unfair. :( First they treat their students harshly, always scolding them, intimidating them, making rude and unpolite gestures towards them. Just because they are the instructor, doesn't mean they can do that to the students. Aren't the students the ones paying them in the first place?! GRRRR. I WANT TO BITE. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
But hey, a small miracle happened. The accessories that I have bought from Ashley since last April has finally arrived at Elaine's place! And you know what is best? It came right when she arrived back at home! :D I hope she liked them... I personally chose the key and the heart.. which signifies 'the key to your heart'. Cool right? She then posted it on Facebook and showed everyone it. Happy, I am. Most importantly, happy, she is. :)
Later on at night.. it was supposed to be the final surprise for her. I would sing a song and post the video for her to personally see.. however.. SIGH. The uploading process always failed! I was so focus on showing that video to Elaine.. but Elaine wanted me to talk to her instead just before her birthday day ended. I only managed to quickly post a birthday wish, and belated wish to compensate for the recording but... boy.. was she so disappointed. I tried my best to console her.. however the disappointment was just too great. I then cried too, and I really cried bitterly because of what a big letdown I was to her. When everyone else has failed her, and her hope was me alone, yet even I let her down. I felt hopeless, miserable, terrible, unworthy to be forgiven, utterly totally disappointed towards myself and so much more. I had prepare everything to work out well.. but who would have thought the last surprise did not work out, instead it led to a big mess.
Elaine.. I'm just so sorry. So sorry to have ruin your most important day of the year. T.T
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