Finally, November is going to end! But sadly... I woke up feeling unwell. I felt feverish, not to mention having a bad sore throat, and occasional dry coughs. I was shocked this morning when the phlegm that I coughed up had blood in it. @@ Oh my gosh! I could have chosen to not attend to work today, instead I insisted to go, thinking with Panadol, I should be fine. Reason is that today is a public holiday in the Philippines, which means I would be getting 270% more for this day.
For the love of money... oh man. But I need every peso I can obtain in hopes of blessing Elaine with a new DSLR. I'm really hoping the tax refund that I would obtain by the end of December would be a favorable amount. God please bless me more so that I can be a great blessing to Elaine!
Today was a very blissful and joyful day to some couple... WenDee + Daniel and Felicia + James ----- they are finally getting married! So happy for both of them, especially WenDee. :) I wonder when would me and Elaine's turn be? Hehe.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
November 29, 2011
Oh man.... how could I overslept... I was supposed to wake her up early this morning so that she could do her assignments early. Oh man....!!!
Feeling guilty and without having any response from her.. I went to work heavyhearted. However by then she already has forgiven me! Aww? Elaine, I love you :)
To think that November is already nearing.. that would mean it would be close to 18 days now before I would be able to finally see her. I can't wait to finally pop the question to her.. hehe. It's a secret of course. ;)
Feeling guilty and without having any response from her.. I went to work heavyhearted. However by then she already has forgiven me! Aww? Elaine, I love you :)
To think that November is already nearing.. that would mean it would be close to 18 days now before I would be able to finally see her. I can't wait to finally pop the question to her.. hehe. It's a secret of course. ;)
November 28, 2011
Today, Elaine got her interest for Salsa Dancing burning again. Salsa dancing.. the thought of her holding hands, dancing with another man within such a close proximity, with the guy's hand on her hips... AUGHHHH! It is making me so jealous!!! *screams*
Anyways, who am I to stop her passion. Dancing has always been something that she is interested in and given any chance to dance, she would definitely would say yes. She can really groove, plus she even got the attitude to dance. ;)
We talked a lot on Skype later that night. I even got to see her on video again and I really can't resist looking at such a beauty. Did I mention before that she looked like an angel sent from above? Hehe.
I love her. I really really do.
Anyways, who am I to stop her passion. Dancing has always been something that she is interested in and given any chance to dance, she would definitely would say yes. She can really groove, plus she even got the attitude to dance. ;)
We talked a lot on Skype later that night. I even got to see her on video again and I really can't resist looking at such a beauty. Did I mention before that she looked like an angel sent from above? Hehe.
I love her. I really really do.
November 27, 2011
Waking up feeling totally horrible from the fight last night. I wasn't able to sleep well at all... in fact I stayed up nearly all night just thinking about it. I am so so so sorry Elaine.. I kept telling her that throughout the day.
Later on she also did her part by forgiving me.. but I know that this was not enough. I assured her how much I have always loved her and that it was never my intention to cause her so much hurt and pain. The fact of that alone makes me cry. No kidding. She is just too precious in my life.
I thank God that later that night, we were able to settle that differences. We chatted on Skype filled with love for each other and I was so happy that we could finally sleep well.
I love you Elaine. Always have, always will. :')
Later on she also did her part by forgiving me.. but I know that this was not enough. I assured her how much I have always loved her and that it was never my intention to cause her so much hurt and pain. The fact of that alone makes me cry. No kidding. She is just too precious in my life.
I thank God that later that night, we were able to settle that differences. We chatted on Skype filled with love for each other and I was so happy that we could finally sleep well.
I love you Elaine. Always have, always will. :')
November 26, 2011
Weekends! Finally! This is the day that we both are able to afford to sleep late and wake up late as well! But the funny thing was Elaine woke up pretty early today and immediately called me to Skype. Gosh, not only did I sound like a zombie, but I also talked like one. Ugh.
God knows how addicted in love I am with her. She's so precious to me, and I really can't wait to finally see her face to face. Sadly that night when we were Skyping we got into a fight... Sigh. I knew she was really hurting so bad from it and I felt so bad.. so guilty from it. Maybe at times I should just keep my mouth shut. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
God knows how addicted in love I am with her. She's so precious to me, and I really can't wait to finally see her face to face. Sadly that night when we were Skyping we got into a fight... Sigh. I knew she was really hurting so bad from it and I felt so bad.. so guilty from it. Maybe at times I should just keep my mouth shut. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
November 25, 2011
Today is special. Why? Because Helena (my Canon EOS 60D) has finally became my possession. Woo hoo! I'm so excited!!!!! Months of waiting, saving up money, whilst learning a lot about photography has finally come into fruition! Hallelujah!
However on Elaine's side...
She was deeply sad and affected today over a certain someone whom she is associated with. The way the person talked to her and treated her... gosh.. totally terrible. I wanted to personally scold that person, however she stopped me from doing so.
I totally know how it feels like, when you care so much for a person, yet they do not see it, and think otherwise about you. I could only concur that as human beings, the degree of our grace for a person isn't as much as how God's grace is, but I know for sure that despite this letdown, that is where His grace would come to fill us instead.
Stay strong Elaine. As for me, I promise to be your pillar of strength at times when you are down.
However on Elaine's side...
She was deeply sad and affected today over a certain someone whom she is associated with. The way the person talked to her and treated her... gosh.. totally terrible. I wanted to personally scold that person, however she stopped me from doing so.
I totally know how it feels like, when you care so much for a person, yet they do not see it, and think otherwise about you. I could only concur that as human beings, the degree of our grace for a person isn't as much as how God's grace is, but I know for sure that despite this letdown, that is where His grace would come to fill us instead.
Stay strong Elaine. As for me, I promise to be your pillar of strength at times when you are down.
November 24, 2011
I couldn't believe it when she said she actually didn't like Egg Tarts. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? Nooooooooooooooooooo. Egg tarts are soooooooo heavenly! :p
Asides that, she doesnt like eating Siew Pao. Neither do I. I remember clearly when I was very young (8 years old) that I puked after eating the Siew Pao that my dad bought for me. Got scolded and... er... well even until now, given the chance I still won't eat it.
On a side note, my supervisor blessed me with my favourite Starbucks -- Green Tea Frappucino! Hehe. And tomorrow would be the day that I would obtain the Canon EOS 60D that I have been wanting to get! Woo Hoo! I wonder what I should name her...
Asides that, she doesnt like eating Siew Pao. Neither do I. I remember clearly when I was very young (8 years old) that I puked after eating the Siew Pao that my dad bought for me. Got scolded and... er... well even until now, given the chance I still won't eat it.
On a side note, my supervisor blessed me with my favourite Starbucks -- Green Tea Frappucino! Hehe. And tomorrow would be the day that I would obtain the Canon EOS 60D that I have been wanting to get! Woo Hoo! I wonder what I should name her...
Monday, November 28, 2011
November 23, 2011
Waking up and smelling BACON. How blissed she is that her dad nowadays prepares breakfast for her. Ever since then she no longer has gastric in the morning, which of course is good news for both of us.
She inquired about the changes of my leave, however I was still not able give her a clear answer regarding this request to my supervisor. It just shows how much spending Christmas with me means to her. :)
Later that day she gave me a couple of classic songs (really classic ones!) to listen. She even wanted them to be played on her wedding day. AWW. Hehe. Can't wait for that day to come in years to come. :")
She inquired about the changes of my leave, however I was still not able give her a clear answer regarding this request to my supervisor. It just shows how much spending Christmas with me means to her. :)
Later that day she gave me a couple of classic songs (really classic ones!) to listen. She even wanted them to be played on her wedding day. AWW. Hehe. Can't wait for that day to come in years to come. :")
November 22. 2011
Today I woke up at 2.00pm. Urgh @@. This is the first time in MONTHS that I have the luxury to sleep until this late! Good thing I was on leave. *phew*
Elaine sent me some of the photos she took at Melaka. It was really beautiful, despite of the rain that disrupted some of her time there. Overall I think she really has the eye to capture nice photos, something that I also would want to have as I would be entering the world of photography.
She slept early tonight. She really needs it as she didn't sleep at all last night and went through a whole day without resting. A superwoman indeed. I like. Hehe. :)
Elaine sent me some of the photos she took at Melaka. It was really beautiful, despite of the rain that disrupted some of her time there. Overall I think she really has the eye to capture nice photos, something that I also would want to have as I would be entering the world of photography.
She slept early tonight. She really needs it as she didn't sleep at all last night and went through a whole day without resting. A superwoman indeed. I like. Hehe. :)
November 21, 2011
Today after college, she informed that she was elected to be the President!!! OMIGOSH SO AWESOMEZ!!!!! SO PROUD OF HER!!! WOW!!!! Elaine Tan, a natural born-leader with magnetic personality and amazing charisma. People really do look up to her and can see that she has the sight to lead people wherever she goes.
Elaine. :)
Later that night, I accompanied for as she had to do an all-nighter for her assignment. Good thing I have my vacation leave the following day. While on Skype we chatted a bit, and also had a slight argument but were quick to patch things up again. >.< Sorry dear...
I got knocked off completely after the following day. Dreamland, oh how I long thee.... zzz.
Elaine. :)
Later that night, I accompanied for as she had to do an all-nighter for her assignment. Good thing I have my vacation leave the following day. While on Skype we chatted a bit, and also had a slight argument but were quick to patch things up again. >.< Sorry dear...
I got knocked off completely after the following day. Dreamland, oh how I long thee.... zzz.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
November 20, 2011
Last night, before she slept, I told her a bedtime story. However.. she wasn't able to listen the whole story completely as she fell asleep. Well that's what bedtime stories are for anyway. HAHA. I prayed for her, asking God to continually to provide her strength and also the means of finance as she had to spend quite a sum over certain things in college as well as for giving her building fund pledge.
Brian Pang went to fetch her this morning to church together with Gracella. It was really cool and touching to know how excited Elaine shared about me and her to both of them, and that Gracella kept telling her how an amazing person I am.
Later after church she went to Melaka to do the photoshoot for her photography assignment. It was really amazing to know how much effort she is putting for her assignment. Imagine, she could have just go around Kuala Lumpur to do the photoshoot but she chose Melaka of all places. Plus, she had to rent the camera as she finds herself very much comfortable with it.
Upon returning home, we chatted on Skype and came to find that Careen and Boon Hock were already engaged! Wow. Careen is so much younger than me and she is already going to get married. Amazing. I wonder when would Elaine and I get married? Hmm. :)
Brian Pang went to fetch her this morning to church together with Gracella. It was really cool and touching to know how excited Elaine shared about me and her to both of them, and that Gracella kept telling her how an amazing person I am.
Later after church she went to Melaka to do the photoshoot for her photography assignment. It was really amazing to know how much effort she is putting for her assignment. Imagine, she could have just go around Kuala Lumpur to do the photoshoot but she chose Melaka of all places. Plus, she had to rent the camera as she finds herself very much comfortable with it.
Upon returning home, we chatted on Skype and came to find that Careen and Boon Hock were already engaged! Wow. Careen is so much younger than me and she is already going to get married. Amazing. I wonder when would Elaine and I get married? Hmm. :)
November 19, 2011
Today she had a special request for me. It was to help her fight with her temptations.
I would be the person that would stand up for her. To build, encourage, edify, set an example of, to pick her up when she falls, to prevent her from even falling.
I admit I myself am not perfect, and that by no means am I also able to fight my own temptations as well.
But for you Elaine, I will. I will be that man for you. I choose to be, and by all means would I do everything to grant your request.
I love you Elaine.
I would be the person that would stand up for her. To build, encourage, edify, set an example of, to pick her up when she falls, to prevent her from even falling.
I admit I myself am not perfect, and that by no means am I also able to fight my own temptations as well.
But for you Elaine, I will. I will be that man for you. I choose to be, and by all means would I do everything to grant your request.
I love you Elaine.
November 18, 2011
Cuddle.
to hold close for warmth or comfort or in affection
to lie close or snug
to fondle in the arms
to hug tenderly
to nestle
to snuggle
Though I have long forgotten how it feels like to be cuddled (when I was a baby/child does not count), basically this word sums up how we both felt like doing to each other.
I wonder and long to experience how it feels like to do so. Hopefully soon.. soon. :)
to hold close for warmth or comfort or in affection
to lie close or snug
to fondle in the arms
to hug tenderly
to nestle
to snuggle
Though I have long forgotten how it feels like to be cuddled (when I was a baby/child does not count), basically this word sums up how we both felt like doing to each other.
I wonder and long to experience how it feels like to do so. Hopefully soon.. soon. :)
Thursday, November 24, 2011
November 17, 2011
Today was pretty much relaxed for me, but as for Elaine, she could only come back late at night as she has assignments at college + skit for the Christmas production taking place.
Well the good thing was at least she has no classes the following day. We chatted on Skype and talked about several people and were our opinions with them and also relating our experiences dealing with the many various and unique people we have encountered in life.
To me, the best I have encountered is Elaine. Hehe. :)
Well the good thing was at least she has no classes the following day. We chatted on Skype and talked about several people and were our opinions with them and also relating our experiences dealing with the many various and unique people we have encountered in life.
To me, the best I have encountered is Elaine. Hehe. :)
November 16, 2011
Today we both woke up late despite reminding each other to wake up early. Oh mannnnnnnnnn. Blunder blunder! I think the effects of working out at gym right after work does take some toll on my body. But then again, that is not an excuse as I did promise Elaine to give her a morning call. So sorry Elaine!!!!
We kept reminding each other of Zoey's birthday which falls at 12.00am (17th November), while Skyping that night. Zoey sure is a great friend, not just to me, but also to Elaine. Can't believe how much I likened Elaine to Zoey last time when I was still pursuing Zoey *coughs*. I even told Dennis that Elaine was like Zoey Jr.! Haha.
Well, I'm just glad that in the end, I ended up with a truly remarkable and amazing person such as Elaine. I think this could be one of the best gifts God has given to me in this life that I have on Earth. :")
We kept reminding each other of Zoey's birthday which falls at 12.00am (17th November), while Skyping that night. Zoey sure is a great friend, not just to me, but also to Elaine. Can't believe how much I likened Elaine to Zoey last time when I was still pursuing Zoey *coughs*. I even told Dennis that Elaine was like Zoey Jr.! Haha.
Well, I'm just glad that in the end, I ended up with a truly remarkable and amazing person such as Elaine. I think this could be one of the best gifts God has given to me in this life that I have on Earth. :")
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
November 15, 2011
We talked yesterday about the change of my date to come and visit Malaysia. We actually had an argument over it too.. and boy.. was I so guilty about it. Sigh. The past few days have been really horrible for the both of us, not to mention for her especially. She just wanted the best for both of us and I.. well.. I guess I was just thinking about all the hassles for it. I already informed my supervisor to tell the upper management to bring my approved leave days to a much later date and... we shall see whether it would be approved or not.
Christmas has always been a special day for her... and I guess she wants to spend it with me. I get it now... as the past Christmas' for her have always been... sad and disappointing. As I write this post, tears are flowing.. because I can feel how Elaine has felt.. and how STRONG she is keeping her chin up despite the pain and hurt she have went through..
We'll see how it goes. As for now... I love you Elaine.
Christmas has always been a special day for her... and I guess she wants to spend it with me. I get it now... as the past Christmas' for her have always been... sad and disappointing. As I write this post, tears are flowing.. because I can feel how Elaine has felt.. and how STRONG she is keeping her chin up despite the pain and hurt she have went through..
We'll see how it goes. As for now... I love you Elaine.
November 14, 2011
I would not like to talk about the events that happened today because it was totally disappointing.
But for you Elaine..
If God creates miracle for a person, I pray that God creates me to be a miracle for you.
Let me be your miracle Elaine. When everyone fails you, I would be the one who does not.
But for you Elaine..
If God creates miracle for a person, I pray that God creates me to be a miracle for you.
Let me be your miracle Elaine. When everyone fails you, I would be the one who does not.
November 13, 2011
We 'temporarily' call each other sweet names for now. Though I am a bit saddened by it, but the fact is we are not an official couple yet, plus Elaine meant for it to be something really special. If we call each other by sweet names now, what would happen later if we are a couple? We made a Skype'd pinky swear to not call each other then till the day I finally pop the question to her.
Later that night, we had a slight argument over a big misunderstanding.. Sigh. I didn't mean it and to see her cry... it was really really heartbreaking for me. Such a jerk I was and all she wanted to do was to surprise me. *shakes head* Though in the end later, we apologized to each other but I guess the damage was already done. Especially at this season now where she is stressed up, I should be her pillar of strength, not the other way around.
Sorry Elaine...
Later that night, we had a slight argument over a big misunderstanding.. Sigh. I didn't mean it and to see her cry... it was really really heartbreaking for me. Such a jerk I was and all she wanted to do was to surprise me. *shakes head* Though in the end later, we apologized to each other but I guess the damage was already done. Especially at this season now where she is stressed up, I should be her pillar of strength, not the other way around.
Sorry Elaine...
November 12, 2011
Today is the day she will be showcasing her skit! She looked really gorgeous with her white shirt + skirt. Beautiful beyond measure. Ahhh.. ::drools::. *obscene* Haha!
She really is creative, from arts, to singing, to dancing, to drawing, to designing, to making handmade crafts/gifts, to fashion especially --- she absolutely an AMAZING girl! I can't describe how proud I am with all her achievements so far, not to mention how much effort she has put to make sure everything she lays her hands on would be a great success.
Elaine, you've captured my heart like no other girls have had. :)
She really is creative, from arts, to singing, to dancing, to drawing, to designing, to making handmade crafts/gifts, to fashion especially --- she absolutely an AMAZING girl! I can't describe how proud I am with all her achievements so far, not to mention how much effort she has put to make sure everything she lays her hands on would be a great success.
Elaine, you've captured my heart like no other girls have had. :)
November 11, 2011
11.11.11
A beautiful date, to start a beautiful day. :)
I called her up at work today to see how she was doing. Never in a day that would pass by that I would not think about her. She is always on my mind, constantly worrying, wondering, imagining - what, why, when, where, how - has she been doing at college.
Truly one of a kind, precious, beyond any comparisons, unique, beautiful -inside and outside- she is.
Elaine Tan Shi En.
A beautiful date, to start a beautiful day. :)
I called her up at work today to see how she was doing. Never in a day that would pass by that I would not think about her. She is always on my mind, constantly worrying, wondering, imagining - what, why, when, where, how - has she been doing at college.
Truly one of a kind, precious, beyond any comparisons, unique, beautiful -inside and outside- she is.
Elaine Tan Shi En.
Friday, November 11, 2011
November 10, 2011
Though not having enough sleep, I still felt quite refreshed accompanying Elaine last night. Today would be the day that I would be signing the new contract with my company which gives me an additional increase in my pay, including an performance incentive package. But of course, that would mean more added responsibilities, therefore we shall see how it goes in the long term.
Elaine was really sad to have to rent a DSLR for her assignments. How I wish I was there now with her preferred DSLR and just lending it to her. Sigh. But despite that she always remained strong, which is really one of her most admirable traits. Love her so much for that, hence I shall also do my best to be her pillar of strength whenever she is lacking of it. :)
Later that night, she came back home a bit late as she had to practice for her skit. It would be coming soon, therefore she has been putting so much effort into it with all the late night practices. Amazing girl, a Superwoman indeed. We chatted just a bit on Skype and wished each other goodnight.
Have a good rest Elaine. :)
Elaine was really sad to have to rent a DSLR for her assignments. How I wish I was there now with her preferred DSLR and just lending it to her. Sigh. But despite that she always remained strong, which is really one of her most admirable traits. Love her so much for that, hence I shall also do my best to be her pillar of strength whenever she is lacking of it. :)
Later that night, she came back home a bit late as she had to practice for her skit. It would be coming soon, therefore she has been putting so much effort into it with all the late night practices. Amazing girl, a Superwoman indeed. We chatted just a bit on Skype and wished each other goodnight.
Have a good rest Elaine. :)
November 9, 2011
Today is the day I am following up on my passport application right after the 15 working days clearing period. Oush!! I woke the dear Princess up and proceeded to go to the DFA. Overall it went well, except that my photo was badly taken. Awh man. :( Nevertheless the process will take another 10 working days so the tentative date given was on the 23rd November. Oh well, better than having anymore unnecessary delays.
Elaine returned home quite late again at night, and right after she had to go for another round of all-nighter assignments. Of course I am more than excited to accompany her again, despite the fact that I am such an 'old man' already. >.<
On Skype I showed her something that really got her excited :D I finally got to do so and boy, her reaction was really so cute and filled with enjoyment. Hehe.
Elaine oh Elaine, please be mine forever. :)
Elaine returned home quite late again at night, and right after she had to go for another round of all-nighter assignments. Of course I am more than excited to accompany her again, despite the fact that I am such an 'old man' already. >.<
On Skype I showed her something that really got her excited :D I finally got to do so and boy, her reaction was really so cute and filled with enjoyment. Hehe.
Elaine oh Elaine, please be mine forever. :)
Thursday, November 10, 2011
November 8, 2011
YIKES! I completely got knocked off while accompanying her! LOL. I must admit I'm really amaze with her strength and endurance going through an all-nighter, and then head to college, and then after college practice with her skit/prepare for CG/going out with her family. Omigosh.
Elaine, you are a SUPERWOMAN!!!!!!
It makes me look like an old man now. Boo. Why can't I stay up all night without breaking any sweat anymore. :( Nooooooooo.*screams*
Anyways, she commented about how she likes to be accepted with the way she looks, regardless whether it be with make up own, or if she uses a hairband. To me, everything about her is just beautiful. Simply beautiful.
To me, Elaine, you are the most beautiful person in the world. Inside, outside -- yes, you truly are. :)
Elaine, you are a SUPERWOMAN!!!!!!
It makes me look like an old man now. Boo. Why can't I stay up all night without breaking any sweat anymore. :( Nooooooooo.*screams*
Anyways, she commented about how she likes to be accepted with the way she looks, regardless whether it be with make up own, or if she uses a hairband. To me, everything about her is just beautiful. Simply beautiful.
To me, Elaine, you are the most beautiful person in the world. Inside, outside -- yes, you truly are. :)
November 7, 2011
Monday Blues. Sigh. Sigh. How I wish Monday's were actually a holiday and that every week there would be only 4 working days and 3 off days. Ah well.
Anyways, my progress with the gym is pretty good. I noticed that my tummy is starting to be less flabby, especially the love handles area. I'm monitoring my weight every weekend and so I'm hoping to be able to lose at least 2 pounds every week. Very achievable results, I must say. :)
On the other hand, I woke our dear Princess up just before I head back to work. She wanted to chat a weeee-bit more and even though I risk being late, I happily just chatted with her on Skype for a quick 5 minutes. Indeed it was a MAGICAL 5 minutes. Hehe *wink*.
I called her a bit that night. And guess what? She called me "Hubby". AWWWWWWWW. I immediately blushed and was lost for words! Cheeky Elaine!! Eeeeeee! *pinch*
Later on, I accompanied her as she had to do her assignments. It was an all-nighter but nevertheless it was just a great joy being there for her while she gives her all with the assignments given. I admit I fell asleep a couple of times but I was quick to respond whenever she called out my name. Hehe.
I really really love you Elaine. :)
Anyways, my progress with the gym is pretty good. I noticed that my tummy is starting to be less flabby, especially the love handles area. I'm monitoring my weight every weekend and so I'm hoping to be able to lose at least 2 pounds every week. Very achievable results, I must say. :)
On the other hand, I woke our dear Princess up just before I head back to work. She wanted to chat a weeee-bit more and even though I risk being late, I happily just chatted with her on Skype for a quick 5 minutes. Indeed it was a MAGICAL 5 minutes. Hehe *wink*.
I called her a bit that night. And guess what? She called me "Hubby". AWWWWWWWW. I immediately blushed and was lost for words! Cheeky Elaine!! Eeeeeee! *pinch*
Later on, I accompanied her as she had to do her assignments. It was an all-nighter but nevertheless it was just a great joy being there for her while she gives her all with the assignments given. I admit I fell asleep a couple of times but I was quick to respond whenever she called out my name. Hehe.
I really really love you Elaine. :)
November 6, 2011
She was out the whole day practicing her BGR skit that would be scheduled this coming mid-week November. Right after that, she went out to watch a movie with her family.
Upon returning, we chatted on video Skype and it was just so nice to see her in person. She really is a very beautiful girl. Ahh... everytime I gaze my eyes upon her, my heart can't stop beating so fast to see such beauty, even though not in person. Oh, and her Wi-Fi was okay then. Hehe.
Upon returning, we chatted on video Skype and it was just so nice to see her in person. She really is a very beautiful girl. Ahh... everytime I gaze my eyes upon her, my heart can't stop beating so fast to see such beauty, even though not in person. Oh, and her Wi-Fi was okay then. Hehe.
November 5, 2011
I was very relieved today as she was actually went for the CF Sleepover at CHCKL. I was really worried when she was not replying my Whatsapp messages, as well as my calls. *Phew*. She apologized later then but it was all good. To me, as long as she is safe, it is all that matters. She came back home tired and I bid her good rest.
Upon waking up later at night, she told me not to ever leave her, and certainly of course, I promised her that. I would never ever leave you, my dearest Elaine. She even asked me, when was the first time we said the magical words to each other. August 6, 2011 it was. :)
Her Wi-Fi was down later that night. Even so, we still manage to share a lot of sweet things together and I was really touched by the very long, touching message she sent. I replied back and we then wished each other goodnight, imagining that we were actually cuddling at night. :")
Upon waking up later at night, she told me not to ever leave her, and certainly of course, I promised her that. I would never ever leave you, my dearest Elaine. She even asked me, when was the first time we said the magical words to each other. August 6, 2011 it was. :)
Her Wi-Fi was down later that night. Even so, we still manage to share a lot of sweet things together and I was really touched by the very long, touching message she sent. I replied back and we then wished each other goodnight, imagining that we were actually cuddling at night. :")
Monday, November 7, 2011
November 4, 2011
Today after college, she didn't reply me at all on Whatsapp even though earlier today we chatted a bit on Google Talk.. I did try to call her too, but there was no response.
I'm worried.
I'm worried.
November 3, 2011
Made a blunder this morning again... awh man. I really need to check my phone!
Basically Elaine did not go to school today. But still, she was spending most of the time at home finishing some of her assignments. Upon returning home, I accompanied her on Skype while she does her work... however...
Kevin made a very very big mistake that caused Elaine to feel hurt. Owh man.... I'm so sorry Elaine....
Eventually we managed to get things cleared up.. tried to cheer her up though I was really feeling so terrible then. Haih. Kevin oh Kevin.
Anyways we continued on while I was there accompanying here throughout the whole late night. Even though I could honestly say I was really sleepy, but I didn't mind at all. She is way more precious than anything else that I have in this world.
My only wish for her now is that she would have enough strength and energy to last throughout the day. Be strong and stay strong girl!
Basically Elaine did not go to school today. But still, she was spending most of the time at home finishing some of her assignments. Upon returning home, I accompanied her on Skype while she does her work... however...
Kevin made a very very big mistake that caused Elaine to feel hurt. Owh man.... I'm so sorry Elaine....
Eventually we managed to get things cleared up.. tried to cheer her up though I was really feeling so terrible then. Haih. Kevin oh Kevin.
Anyways we continued on while I was there accompanying here throughout the whole late night. Even though I could honestly say I was really sleepy, but I didn't mind at all. She is way more precious than anything else that I have in this world.
My only wish for her now is that she would have enough strength and energy to last throughout the day. Be strong and stay strong girl!
November 2, 2011
I wasn't able to hear my alarm this morning and.... urgh... So sorry Elaine. >.<
On a brighter note, after going back from gym and weighing myself...
I LOSE 1KG ALREADY!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!! Elaine was really happy as well :D
Then again, I was quite shocked to hear that she was still in college till about 11.00pm! Apparently everyone at one of her course were supposed to stay to finish up one of the projects/assignments given. Scary @@. She came back home tired... yet we still manage to talk on Skype for a while. Wouldn't it be nice if I could just give her a well-deserved massage now. Awh well...
On a brighter note, after going back from gym and weighing myself...
I LOSE 1KG ALREADY!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!! Elaine was really happy as well :D
Then again, I was quite shocked to hear that she was still in college till about 11.00pm! Apparently everyone at one of her course were supposed to stay to finish up one of the projects/assignments given. Scary @@. She came back home tired... yet we still manage to talk on Skype for a while. Wouldn't it be nice if I could just give her a well-deserved massage now. Awh well...
Sunday, November 6, 2011
November 1, 2011
It's already November!
1 more month till I finally get to see Elaine.. I really really can't wait! ::excited::
I can't imagine what we would be doing when we finally see each other.. to think that I finally get to see the person that I love the most in this world.. ah... ::daydreams::
*shakes head* Okay, back to reality.
Anyways I accompanied Elaine the whole night while she did her assignments. Though it was also tiring from my side, but I totally did not mind at all. Looking at how hardworking she is, putting in so much effort just for that one assignment she is doing (the biodata) really impresses me so much! If I were her lecturer, I'd really give her full mark, not just for creativity but especially for EFFORT.
Elaine, you truly are such an amazing person. :)
1 more month till I finally get to see Elaine.. I really really can't wait! ::excited::
I can't imagine what we would be doing when we finally see each other.. to think that I finally get to see the person that I love the most in this world.. ah... ::daydreams::
*shakes head* Okay, back to reality.
Anyways I accompanied Elaine the whole night while she did her assignments. Though it was also tiring from my side, but I totally did not mind at all. Looking at how hardworking she is, putting in so much effort just for that one assignment she is doing (the biodata) really impresses me so much! If I were her lecturer, I'd really give her full mark, not just for creativity but especially for EFFORT.
Elaine, you truly are such an amazing person. :)
October 31, 2011
We woke up continuingly talking about the events of yesterday. Looking at all those photos and videos posted, I'm pretty amazed! It must have been a really enjoyable party! And to get to see Elaine dancing again --- priceless :) She danced really well and I get to see how much she actually is enjoying herself with it. All the practice made for the dance truly had bore much fruit, not to mention she actually got an invitation to join the Dance Ministry too! So cool! But she knows her priority and looking at how strenuous and stretching the demands of her college is, she declined the offer.
I believe she really has what it takes to be a good dancer. It is just the matter of putting in more time and effort to sharpen and refine her movements. She already has the passion and the attitude (just look at how she dances!) for it. One day perhaps Elaine. One day, if there is an open door for it, go for it. :)
I believe she really has what it takes to be a good dancer. It is just the matter of putting in more time and effort to sharpen and refine her movements. She already has the passion and the attitude (just look at how she dances!) for it. One day perhaps Elaine. One day, if there is an open door for it, go for it. :)
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