12/7/2010 4:53:54 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † HAHAHA
12/7/2010 4:53:59 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † eh i need ur help
12/7/2010 4:54:02 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan woah relieved
12/7/2010 4:54:05 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan one paper donw
12/7/2010 4:54:06 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan yeqah?
12/7/2010 4:54:54 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † which of these three picture is the best
12/7/2010 4:55:03 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
12/7/2010 4:55:04 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan wowwwwwwww
12/7/2010 4:55:05 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan so pretty
12/7/2010 4:55:06 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan woahh
12/7/2010 4:55:08 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † better u dl it la
12/7/2010 4:55:09 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † LOL
12/7/2010 4:55:11 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan can i be ur boyfriend?? :D:D:D:D
12/7/2010 4:55:15 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † LOL!!! SWEAT!
12/7/2010 4:55:17 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † where got pretty
12/7/2010 4:55:18 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † D:
12/7/2010 4:55:39 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan apasal la low self esteem lagi
12/7/2010 4:55:39 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † u save the picture
12/7/2010 4:55:39 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan ish
12/7/2010 4:55:42 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † and see better
12/7/2010 4:55:43 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † see in msn
12/7/2010 4:55:44 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † so blur
12/7/2010 4:55:44 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † haha
12/7/2010 4:55:49 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan here cukup cantik d
12/7/2010 4:55:52 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † noo
12/7/2010 4:55:55 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † like so blur
12/7/2010 4:56:01 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan outside msn i scared i fall in love
12/7/2010 4:56:08 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † sweat!XD
12/7/2010 4:56:09 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † anyway
12/7/2010 4:56:13 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † i need some nice fonts
12/7/2010 4:56:18 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † like crusive
12/7/2010 4:56:19 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † fonts
12/7/2010 4:56:24 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † to put on this picture
12/7/2010 4:56:29 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † u got?
12/7/2010 4:57:51 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan eh wah wait
12/7/2010 4:58:12 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan i wanna continue gazing my eyes on u
12/7/2010 4:58:15 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan *drolls*
12/7/2010 4:58:21 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † sweattXDD
12/7/2010 4:58:22 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan *richard marx songs starts to play*
12/7/2010 4:58:37 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan i dont have nice fonts la
12/7/2010 4:58:41 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan ask richard or dennis
12/7/2010 4:59:06 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † LOL!!!
12/7/2010 4:59:10 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † just one nice crusive
12/7/2010 4:59:13 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † however u spell it
12/7/2010 4:59:15 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † font?
12/7/2010 4:59:33 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan cursive font
12/7/2010 4:59:39 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † okayy
12/7/2010 4:59:41 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † yeah
12/7/2010 4:59:45 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † and which picture is best?
12/7/2010 4:59:58 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan of cfourse the one wit color la
12/7/2010 5:00:07 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan the 2nd one totally no no
12/7/2010 5:00:15 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan the 3rd one (brown) is ok for a wedding photo
12/7/2010 5:01:07 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † ok!
12/7/2010 5:01:17 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † so got any cursive fonts?
12/7/2010 5:02:44 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan hmmm
12/7/2010 5:03:50 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan vivaldi
12/7/2010 5:04:10 PM Kevin † sends C:\Windows\Fonts\VIVALDII.TTF
12/7/2010 5:04:14 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan super nice
12/7/2010 5:04:59 PM Transfer of "VIVALDII.TTF" is complete.
12/7/2010 5:05:25 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan hoho
12/7/2010 5:05:35 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † ZEAWESOME
12/7/2010 5:06:08 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † hold on ok
12/7/2010 5:06:09 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † i offline
12/7/2010 5:06:11 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † the online again
12/7/2010 5:06:12 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan lol.
12/7/2010 5:06:14 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan right..
12/7/2010 5:06:18 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † my msn smtg wrong
12/7/2010 5:06:19 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan zeawesome
12/7/2010 5:06:23 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan jun man ajar
12/7/2010 5:06:29 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † HAHAHAHAHAH
12/7/2010 5:06:31 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † yeah lor
12/7/2010 5:06:33 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † very addictive
12/7/2010 5:06:35 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † lol
12/7/2010 5:06:36 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † brb
12/7/2010 5:06:50 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan kk..
12/7/2010 5:11:59 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † ok how abt this
12/7/2010 5:12:25 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan vivaldi memang cantik
12/7/2010 5:12:32 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan congrats
12/7/2010 5:12:33 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan nice nice
12/7/2010 5:12:56 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † ahah sure or not nice
12/7/2010 5:13:28 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan lazy wanna convince u d
12/7/2010 5:13:36 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan everytime say nice and pretty
12/7/2010 5:13:39 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † LOL!!! HAHAHAHHAHA
12/7/2010 5:13:39 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan u sure doubt wan
12/7/2010 5:13:41 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan ish
12/7/2010 5:13:46 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † just double check ma
12/7/2010 5:13:52 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † i dont want it to be just nice
12/7/2010 5:13:58 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † :D i want it to be VERY nice hahaa
12/7/2010 5:13:59 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † cos its
12/7/2010 5:14:00 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan i told u d right
12/7/2010 5:14:00 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † going to be
12/7/2010 5:14:01 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † my blog header
12/7/2010 5:14:02 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † hahaha
12/7/2010 5:14:14 PM Kevin † Elaine Tan cukup cantik sampai saya pun nak tanya u jadi gf aku
12/7/2010 5:14:24 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † HAHHA
12/7/2010 5:14:26 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † okayyy>.<
12/7/2010 5:14:30 PM Elaine Tan Kevin † thank uuuuuuuu
Looks like I confessed to her before. Haha! :)
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Monday, August 29, 2011
August 29, 2011
Her trip to Penang was indefinitely cancelled, as her relatives were the one who came to her place instead. She does have adorable cousins, especially Ashley! So free-spirited and hyper-energetic! Really love to see children whom would just openly expressed how they think or feel or act. :)
We chatted mostly on google talk today. Today also marks the first time she 'hacked' onto my Facebook account. COOL right? So honored and privileged man! She then commented how.. she kinda missed the brother and sister relationship we had.. as she could see how fun I chatted some of the girls. Totally reassured her that, despite that fact, the most fun and looked forward to conversation I would always want is to chat with her. Both of us smiled. :)
We didn't get to talk that night as her WI-FI was down. I don't want to mention how terrible the service is, but ah.. we'll just keep the things we would want to talk more on another day. Nevertheless we still both wished each other goodnight, and will hope to have another great day the following day.
We chatted mostly on google talk today. Today also marks the first time she 'hacked' onto my Facebook account. COOL right? So honored and privileged man! She then commented how.. she kinda missed the brother and sister relationship we had.. as she could see how fun I chatted some of the girls. Totally reassured her that, despite that fact, the most fun and looked forward to conversation I would always want is to chat with her. Both of us smiled. :)
We didn't get to talk that night as her WI-FI was down. I don't want to mention how terrible the service is, but ah.. we'll just keep the things we would want to talk more on another day. Nevertheless we still both wished each other goodnight, and will hope to have another great day the following day.
Sunday, August 28, 2011
August 28, 2011
Another great morning to start with. Gave her a wake-up call as she has to prepare to go for service again. Today, there were more people who came to compliment her beauty, as per compared to last night as it was dark then. She felt really happy :)
She spoke to Nicole and it brought back certain memories of her past relationship. Nevertheless I'll always be there by her side.. to assure that this time, there is someone who is afraid of losing her, and that will treasure and love her more than she treasures and love me. On the side note, preparation for her birthday has been officially commenced. Hehe.
A miracle happened last night. It started to rain heavily, and her WI-FI was still down! I immediately ran downstairs from the condo I live in to buy load that was worth about 40 minutes international talk time.. and when I called her, she said all of a sudden, her WI-FI was working again! PTL! We then proceed to catch-up with the events that happened for the day and the past following days :)
She spoke to Nicole and it brought back certain memories of her past relationship. Nevertheless I'll always be there by her side.. to assure that this time, there is someone who is afraid of losing her, and that will treasure and love her more than she treasures and love me. On the side note, preparation for her birthday has been officially commenced. Hehe.
A miracle happened last night. It started to rain heavily, and her WI-FI was still down! I immediately ran downstairs from the condo I live in to buy load that was worth about 40 minutes international talk time.. and when I called her, she said all of a sudden, her WI-FI was working again! PTL! We then proceed to catch-up with the events that happened for the day and the past following days :)
Saturday, August 27, 2011
August 27, 2011
It was the CHCKL's 10 Anniversary Dedication Service. Man, I missed such an important event! On the other hand, she really dressed herself up so gorgeous... it makes me fall in love with her even more. ::shy:: The elegant black dress, the eye make-up she skillfully did.. the necklace she wore.. Ah. I think I'm melting. *coughs
Other than that.. there's not really much to update. Just that we really do both miss each other so much. Not to mention her WI-FI was not working AGAIN. Oh gosh.. WI-FI, WHY U NOT WORKING?
Other than that.. there's not really much to update. Just that we really do both miss each other so much. Not to mention her WI-FI was not working AGAIN. Oh gosh.. WI-FI, WHY U NOT WORKING?
Friday, August 26, 2011
August 26, 2011
It was another very busy day for her again. She had to go out as early as 12.00pm and since that, she wasn't able to go back at home at all till the end of the conference, as well as the choir practice/service rehearsal right after that. But right before that, she was actually given the chance to follow Pastor to Singapore to follow him to the Heart of God church!!!! Was she so excited about it!!! I'm so happy happy happy happy happy for her!!!! :D God is good! Indeed truly faithful amazing awesome to the core. Hehe.
It was late at midnight that she suddenly called to wake me up late just to tell her how much she missed me. Aww :) We then talked for about 20 minutes, and then she had to sleep already because she was really tired. She managed to share how she actually fell at one of the openings from the steps. ::SHOCKED:: Good thing she wasn't injured at all. ::phew::
Wish I could just kiss her on the forehead that night and sing her a lullaby. Papa, do give her a good night's rest, and the sweetest dreams ahead. :)
It was late at midnight that she suddenly called to wake me up late just to tell her how much she missed me. Aww :) We then talked for about 20 minutes, and then she had to sleep already because she was really tired. She managed to share how she actually fell at one of the openings from the steps. ::SHOCKED:: Good thing she wasn't injured at all. ::phew::
Wish I could just kiss her on the forehead that night and sing her a lullaby. Papa, do give her a good night's rest, and the sweetest dreams ahead. :)
Thursday, August 25, 2011
August 25, 2011
Her WI-FI wasn't working again today. We were expecting to at least talk in the morning.. but oh well. Guess we gotta postpone it. Aww. Kinda like waited for her throughout the whole day.. however the WI-FI was still not working :/ Why oh why. Technology limitations. Bah.
She then went for the Day 3 of the C3 Conference. Man, she must be so enjoying it. Truly a life-changing conference. Who would want to miss that! Later on another night of practice for her.. Man, she must be so physically tired from all of this.. but I'm pretty sure she must be quite happy too :)
She came back only around late midnight. Nevertheless I was really happy that she wanted to talk and was I really so 'manja' with her that night :p Her WI-FI was okay!! Yay!
We won't be talking tomorrow as she'll still be busy preparing for the weekend services. Looking forward to see her with the dress and the masquerade mask :)
She then went for the Day 3 of the C3 Conference. Man, she must be so enjoying it. Truly a life-changing conference. Who would want to miss that! Later on another night of practice for her.. Man, she must be so physically tired from all of this.. but I'm pretty sure she must be quite happy too :)
She came back only around late midnight. Nevertheless I was really happy that she wanted to talk and was I really so 'manja' with her that night :p Her WI-FI was okay!! Yay!
We won't be talking tomorrow as she'll still be busy preparing for the weekend services. Looking forward to see her with the dress and the masquerade mask :)
August 24, 2011
Due to the short time that we talked last night.. we actually had a very long conversation early this morning, that lasted till afternoon. I'm so in love with her. Sigh. I LOVE YOU are the only words that I could only keep uttering in my heart for her everyday. We talked about the things that happened to her in the past, as well as our embarrassing facts and moments. Just amazing how open we both could be to each other. :)
Later on she went for the C3 Conference Day 2. And right after that again, choir practice for the Grand Opening Service this coming weekend. She recorded some of the sessions for me to listen.. Really awesome to hear the great voices of the choir members, plus knowing that they have grown from glory to glory, strength to strength. Miss the days when I'd attend their practice to help them play guitar. :)
Sadly, she wasn't really in a good situation. She was stressed due to the attendance for the weekend service. What made things worst was because her WI-FI was down again, hence it was really tough to call her that night. Even with the normal call, it made things from worst to even worst. The reception was really horrible! Sigh. She then commented how she realized the importance of me being physically there. Another sigh for me. We wished each other goodnight, and hope that she'll feel much better the next day.
I'm scared.
Later on she went for the C3 Conference Day 2. And right after that again, choir practice for the Grand Opening Service this coming weekend. She recorded some of the sessions for me to listen.. Really awesome to hear the great voices of the choir members, plus knowing that they have grown from glory to glory, strength to strength. Miss the days when I'd attend their practice to help them play guitar. :)
Sadly, she wasn't really in a good situation. She was stressed due to the attendance for the weekend service. What made things worst was because her WI-FI was down again, hence it was really tough to call her that night. Even with the normal call, it made things from worst to even worst. The reception was really horrible! Sigh. She then commented how she realized the importance of me being physically there. Another sigh for me. We wished each other goodnight, and hope that she'll feel much better the next day.
I'm scared.
August 23, 2011
Woke up today still thinking about the hacking incident. On my part, I already did my best to settle it by visiting the Internet Cafe that I visited before. Seems there was a hacking tool hidden there all along :/
Just after the conference, she informed me that she would be sleeping immediately right after choir practice as she was really tired. She bid goodnight, and so did I. But to my surprise, later on she was willing to sacrifice her tiredness, just so that we can talk because I was quite down with work. Aww. She rocks :)
She went to the beauty academy, being one of the models there early this morning. She came back home, rested a while, and right after that she went for the C3 conference Day 1. Immediately after the conference, she had to go for choir practice. Obviously we didn't talk much today at all, not just the fact she was occupied the entire time, but also because MY COMPANY HAS OFFICIALLY BLOCKED FACEBOOK. ::screams in horror::
Just after the conference, she informed me that she would be sleeping immediately right after choir practice as she was really tired. She bid goodnight, and so did I. But to my surprise, later on she was willing to sacrifice her tiredness, just so that we can talk because I was quite down with work. Aww. She rocks :)
Funny thing however was that, upon reaching home, her WI-FI was DOWN. I immediately went down to buy phone load so that at least we could talk on the phone, even if it was only 20 mins or so. Really missed those days when 20 mins seems to be just so precious for both of us. :)
Monday, August 22, 2011
August 22, 2011
Something happened today.
Elaine's Facebook has been continually hacked. And to make things more intriguing? The location is in the Philippines. I think I can trace back the time when I logged in her account just to change her password when her Facebook were having major problems.
To think it is still affecting her till this day. What's even more intriguing is that there were certain people that were 'disturbed' to make contact with her.. and those people were the ones that Elaine specifically knew that I would be jealous of.
Sigh. Devil. Oh. Devil. Don't you have anything better to do than to ruin people's trust in a relationship?
Nevermind about that. What's important is that Elaine had the chance to host a pastor and his wife from C3 with Ian. The conference will be starting tomorrow. So wish I was there. Sigh. Asides that she'll also be going to help her friend to be one of her models. Hope she enjoys her time then too.
Elaine's Facebook has been continually hacked. And to make things more intriguing? The location is in the Philippines. I think I can trace back the time when I logged in her account just to change her password when her Facebook were having major problems.
To think it is still affecting her till this day. What's even more intriguing is that there were certain people that were 'disturbed' to make contact with her.. and those people were the ones that Elaine specifically knew that I would be jealous of.
Sigh. Devil. Oh. Devil. Don't you have anything better to do than to ruin people's trust in a relationship?
Nevermind about that. What's important is that Elaine had the chance to host a pastor and his wife from C3 with Ian. The conference will be starting tomorrow. So wish I was there. Sigh. Asides that she'll also be going to help her friend to be one of her models. Hope she enjoys her time then too.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
August 21, 2011
It's Sunday!
Gave the dearest a wake-up call early in the morning. Just love hearing her voice everytime she wakes up. Come to think of it, I might have mentioned this before previously already. But hey, who cares. It just shows how much I'd do anything for her. :)
I have come to know that she actually loves. LOVES. oh so loves. ASAM LAKSA!!! The Penang one, which they mixed the makarel inside. <3
Not just that, she also loves. LOVES. oh so loves. PENANG ROJAK! The one they mixed the fruits and the brownish crackers together with the black sauce. Heavenly. Really.
Well, one day.. we'll be enjoying both dishes together. Amen. :)
Back to the story for the day, after going for service, she went straight back to her home so that she could actually hang out with her family for lunch at Empire and that right after that she'll be joining Ian and the rest of W11 to hang out and also to celebrate Brandon's birthday. However, it was slightly delayed.. but I'd rather not mention it here. Hmm.
To cut the long story short, she went to Empire to have Asam Laksa, and bought bikinis ::blushes:: from Triumph together with her mom. To her it was really interesting as her mom usually wouldn't invite her to shop. But that was an exception. Oh and it was first time to know how much a proper bra would cost. RM80-RM100! Omigosh. Woah. Who would have thought! To all the guys out there... girls are really expensive!! ::laughs::
After that she went out with Ian and the rest of W11 to Saujana, just behind Subang Parade. There, she got to swim and have a great time with them. After that they went to this Italian Restaurant somewhere in Petaling Jaya. Here is the deal. Imagine an Italian restaurant like Italiannese, serving awesome food with a big portion, costing at an affordable price and what's best? NO TAX! Yours truly (Elaine) ordered a lamb chop set, and it was only for RM 19.00! Looking at the picture, the portion indeed was big and what more, it actually came with 2 slices of lamb chop. ::slained and went to food heaven::
Right after that they sabo-ed Brandon. They made it look as if Brandon's wallet, keys, together with Elaine and Eunice's items got stolen by the maid. To sum up the whole sabo, it was really successful as Brandon really panicked. They bought him a sermon CD from Pastor Kong, and also a wallet from Fossil. Happy Birthday Brandon!
After the whole thing, she came back and we then spoke. Something really bugged me when she said, initially she was really excited to talk with me.. but then suddenly she just lost interest. :( Wonder what happened.. but we proceeded to talk anyways. In the end it was all good.. however it wasn't really long as she was really tired, but it's okay, because whether the conversation be short or long, I just want to make sure she is well, good and healthy as always :)
Gave the dearest a wake-up call early in the morning. Just love hearing her voice everytime she wakes up. Come to think of it, I might have mentioned this before previously already. But hey, who cares. It just shows how much I'd do anything for her. :)
I have come to know that she actually loves. LOVES. oh so loves. ASAM LAKSA!!! The Penang one, which they mixed the makarel inside. <3
Not just that, she also loves. LOVES. oh so loves. PENANG ROJAK! The one they mixed the fruits and the brownish crackers together with the black sauce. Heavenly. Really.
Well, one day.. we'll be enjoying both dishes together. Amen. :)
Back to the story for the day, after going for service, she went straight back to her home so that she could actually hang out with her family for lunch at Empire and that right after that she'll be joining Ian and the rest of W11 to hang out and also to celebrate Brandon's birthday. However, it was slightly delayed.. but I'd rather not mention it here. Hmm.
To cut the long story short, she went to Empire to have Asam Laksa, and bought bikinis ::blushes:: from Triumph together with her mom. To her it was really interesting as her mom usually wouldn't invite her to shop. But that was an exception. Oh and it was first time to know how much a proper bra would cost. RM80-RM100! Omigosh. Woah. Who would have thought! To all the guys out there... girls are really expensive!! ::laughs::
After that she went out with Ian and the rest of W11 to Saujana, just behind Subang Parade. There, she got to swim and have a great time with them. After that they went to this Italian Restaurant somewhere in Petaling Jaya. Here is the deal. Imagine an Italian restaurant like Italiannese, serving awesome food with a big portion, costing at an affordable price and what's best? NO TAX! Yours truly (Elaine) ordered a lamb chop set, and it was only for RM 19.00! Looking at the picture, the portion indeed was big and what more, it actually came with 2 slices of lamb chop. ::slained and went to food heaven::
Right after that they sabo-ed Brandon. They made it look as if Brandon's wallet, keys, together with Elaine and Eunice's items got stolen by the maid. To sum up the whole sabo, it was really successful as Brandon really panicked. They bought him a sermon CD from Pastor Kong, and also a wallet from Fossil. Happy Birthday Brandon!
After the whole thing, she came back and we then spoke. Something really bugged me when she said, initially she was really excited to talk with me.. but then suddenly she just lost interest. :( Wonder what happened.. but we proceeded to talk anyways. In the end it was all good.. however it wasn't really long as she was really tired, but it's okay, because whether the conversation be short or long, I just want to make sure she is well, good and healthy as always :)
Saturday, August 20, 2011
August 20, 2011
Called her early in the morning... just so that she might need a wake up call for her Boot Camp session. Surprisingly she was already awake.. and that was when we talked about us.
She said she wanted us to talk less on the phone nowadays.. as it is affecting her in certain areas, especially in her spiritual walk with God. I was shocked when she said we should only talk once a week... and that kinda broke my heart.
We then began to talk about our expectations for each other.. and it came to a point that both sides were actually crying. I didn't mean to say those harsh words dear. I'll use lighter words next time.. okay?
'Twas the first time I actually really broke down and cried talking to her. I really felt bad and guilty for everything that I have acted and did for this relationship to work out... because instead of making things for the better, I made it worst. I kept telling her how much she really mean to me, and that I really really really love her so much. If I could literally show her my heart, she'll definitely be able to see how strong my feelings are for her.
She then comforted me... and that was the point that we both acknowledged each other's expectations.. and to continue to sustain this relationship for the better. It was really a breakthrough.. and it made me love her even more and more :)
She went out later in the evening with her family, and they watched Cowboys and Aliens. She didn't like it at all as it was not just boring but it was really filled with... unexpected 'violence and gore'. Gives her the chills just mentioning about it. Hehe. I on the otherhand watched Conan, and was it an utter disappointment itself. Movies nowadays. Sheesh. On the bright side, her dad bought her a new mouse, costing RM 229.00 (WOOAHHH) and rechargable batteries for her Macbook. Also to add, some peeling thingy (fruit flavor) for the face. One for scrub another for mask (blur...). Gosh, I really need her to teach me about facial products. One day, certainly :)
We then spoke later at night.. we really really enjoyed it. It was really good.. and words can't describe how much we really miss each other's voices.. and how we just love to hear each other's story. We both spoke to each other about the events that has happened yesterday as well as today. Most importantly we spoke about what Ian and Chia Huey spoke to her regarding us.. and it was okay. Their concern was just about the distance, and also the timeframe as per how I would often come to visit her once we would be attached. Asides that, she also spoke to her parents about us, and their reception was about just as interesting. Her dad did not speak much, but her mom did kind of disagree a bit. She's thinks I'm not accustomed to the Chinese tradition. Guess I have to convince her about that. Also, I would really need to talk to them how serious I am with Elaine and that I have a plan to work things out.
At the end of the conversation.. we continued to tell each other how much we really care and love each other. Didn't know I could 'manja' with her so much. She kinda likes it though. Haha. Hmm. August 20 sire was really a memorable day. :)
I love you Elaine. :')
She said she wanted us to talk less on the phone nowadays.. as it is affecting her in certain areas, especially in her spiritual walk with God. I was shocked when she said we should only talk once a week... and that kinda broke my heart.
We then began to talk about our expectations for each other.. and it came to a point that both sides were actually crying. I didn't mean to say those harsh words dear. I'll use lighter words next time.. okay?
'Twas the first time I actually really broke down and cried talking to her. I really felt bad and guilty for everything that I have acted and did for this relationship to work out... because instead of making things for the better, I made it worst. I kept telling her how much she really mean to me, and that I really really really love her so much. If I could literally show her my heart, she'll definitely be able to see how strong my feelings are for her.
She then comforted me... and that was the point that we both acknowledged each other's expectations.. and to continue to sustain this relationship for the better. It was really a breakthrough.. and it made me love her even more and more :)
She went out later in the evening with her family, and they watched Cowboys and Aliens. She didn't like it at all as it was not just boring but it was really filled with... unexpected 'violence and gore'. Gives her the chills just mentioning about it. Hehe. I on the otherhand watched Conan, and was it an utter disappointment itself. Movies nowadays. Sheesh. On the bright side, her dad bought her a new mouse, costing RM 229.00 (WOOAHHH) and rechargable batteries for her Macbook. Also to add, some peeling thingy (fruit flavor) for the face. One for scrub another for mask (blur...). Gosh, I really need her to teach me about facial products. One day, certainly :)
We then spoke later at night.. we really really enjoyed it. It was really good.. and words can't describe how much we really miss each other's voices.. and how we just love to hear each other's story. We both spoke to each other about the events that has happened yesterday as well as today. Most importantly we spoke about what Ian and Chia Huey spoke to her regarding us.. and it was okay. Their concern was just about the distance, and also the timeframe as per how I would often come to visit her once we would be attached. Asides that, she also spoke to her parents about us, and their reception was about just as interesting. Her dad did not speak much, but her mom did kind of disagree a bit. She's thinks I'm not accustomed to the Chinese tradition. Guess I have to convince her about that. Also, I would really need to talk to them how serious I am with Elaine and that I have a plan to work things out.
At the end of the conversation.. we continued to tell each other how much we really care and love each other. Didn't know I could 'manja' with her so much. She kinda likes it though. Haha. Hmm. August 20 sire was really a memorable day. :)
I love you Elaine. :')
Friday, August 19, 2011
August 19, 2011
She entered Vincent Cheng's photography competition. She chose the picture of her with Phei Wen attempting to kiss each other. It was really a cute and unique picture. I rallied a lot of Facebook contacts just to vote and like her picture. She deserves a photoshoot after thinking of letting go of the session with baddogz studios.
She had a great time with W11, going to this famous Burger restaurant at Bangsar. The burgers sure look mighty good! I was kinda jealous of not being with her.. but oh well, it's okay. As long as she is happy, I am happy too.
However.. things went wrong for both of us when I was quite emotional in a sense that I did not tell her how I was feeling. An argument followed and next thing you know, she didn't want to talk to me upon reaching home. Blame goes to me of course. Sigh. Hopefully she'll feel better the next better. We need to talk. Really.
She had a great time with W11, going to this famous Burger restaurant at Bangsar. The burgers sure look mighty good! I was kinda jealous of not being with her.. but oh well, it's okay. As long as she is happy, I am happy too.
However.. things went wrong for both of us when I was quite emotional in a sense that I did not tell her how I was feeling. An argument followed and next thing you know, she didn't want to talk to me upon reaching home. Blame goes to me of course. Sigh. Hopefully she'll feel better the next better. We need to talk. Really.
August 18, 2011
It was a day that we just kept on talking and talking and talking on the phone. Initially she was supposed to have the make-up class, but it got postponed again. :/
We then continued talking till we had to stop as I had to meet up with the Missions Pastor. Later on at night, just before she did her quiet time, she began to search for a status update she posted last year.
It was really touching. Can't believe what she mentioned there could still touch my heart till now.
Sigh. How can I ever repay you, my dearest love?
Asides from that, she browsed through all our friendship stats.. and boy was I flooded with so many notifications! Truly it brings back amazing memories how God has brought our relationship all the way till now. :)
Thursday, August 18, 2011
August 17, 2011
Beautiful day :)
Love her so much..
Sigh.
Whole day she was out with her family, except her brother who was out with his friends to study at Starbucks. Her dad really lavished both her mom and her for a shopping spree!! I believe there were about 6-7 shoes for her alone, together with Skin Food products as well as RM 200 cash blessings!! Isn't she so blessed!!! So happy for her!!!! :)
Later in the evening she went for Captain America with her family. She totally fell for Chris Evans, the main actor there. So hunky and handsome. *coughs*
We talked about it and I discovered that, hey, she loves watching Action and Adventure flicks! To think that not many girls would appreciate those kind of movies. She even told me that next time at least I'll have someone to enjoy those movies together.
Aww :)
Love her so much..
Sigh.
Whole day she was out with her family, except her brother who was out with his friends to study at Starbucks. Her dad really lavished both her mom and her for a shopping spree!! I believe there were about 6-7 shoes for her alone, together with Skin Food products as well as RM 200 cash blessings!! Isn't she so blessed!!! So happy for her!!!! :)
Later in the evening she went for Captain America with her family. She totally fell for Chris Evans, the main actor there. So hunky and handsome. *coughs*
We talked about it and I discovered that, hey, she loves watching Action and Adventure flicks! To think that not many girls would appreciate those kind of movies. She even told me that next time at least I'll have someone to enjoy those movies together.
Aww :)
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
August 16, 2011
August 16, why are you such a busy day for both me and her?
But before that, to continue on with the story on the previous day.. basically I fell into a deep sleep, not being able to hear her calls... yikes.
Note to Narrator : Please don't lie down and close your eyes when you know you are not supposed to sleep yet.
And what made things worst, she only received my call at 8.10am, which initially she was supposed to be woken up at 7.30am. She then had to rush to get ready for her driving lessons. Phew. Overall she mentioned she did quite well with it this time. Praise You God :)
Anyways, not much to share for today. She went for Pst. Ron's Mid-week Service and right after that went to fetch Dini at the airport together with Ethan, Nicole, Richard and Chin Soon.
We talked for about 15 mins and she had to go to sleep already. Aww.
Wishing she'll have a nice sleep ahead as always :)
But before that, to continue on with the story on the previous day.. basically I fell into a deep sleep, not being able to hear her calls... yikes.
Note to Narrator : Please don't lie down and close your eyes when you know you are not supposed to sleep yet.
And what made things worst, she only received my call at 8.10am, which initially she was supposed to be woken up at 7.30am. She then had to rush to get ready for her driving lessons. Phew. Overall she mentioned she did quite well with it this time. Praise You God :)
Anyways, not much to share for today. She went for Pst. Ron's Mid-week Service and right after that went to fetch Dini at the airport together with Ethan, Nicole, Richard and Chin Soon.
We talked for about 15 mins and she had to go to sleep already. Aww.
Wishing she'll have a nice sleep ahead as always :)
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
August 15, 2011
Ah.. .what can I say? 15th August was really memorable.
Imagine me taking an emergency half day leave, just so that I can continue just spending time with her? We talked from about 12.30pm till 5.30pm! Well the previous record was about 6 hours.. so it's not really a shocking fact here. :)
We continued on talking about our secrets.. and also our flaws and weaknesses. Can't deny, all the things we talked about are the things that somehow we could only tell each other, and no one else. Really felt closer.
Happy, not just me, but her as well :)
Later on at night, we had our first quiet time session. We had our own time doing praise and worship session, followed by the reading of the Word and discussion of what we have read. It was really really good! We studied about Matthew 4. Really missed having bible study.
Sadly, later on at night.. I entered into a deep sleep >.< She actually wanted to talk before we both head to bed but while I was waiting.. I just somehow got knocked out. Sigh. She sure was emo about it. Apologized to her the next day but.... I don't know. Hope she forgives me for this...
Imagine me taking an emergency half day leave, just so that I can continue just spending time with her? We talked from about 12.30pm till 5.30pm! Well the previous record was about 6 hours.. so it's not really a shocking fact here. :)
We continued on talking about our secrets.. and also our flaws and weaknesses. Can't deny, all the things we talked about are the things that somehow we could only tell each other, and no one else. Really felt closer.
Happy, not just me, but her as well :)
Later on at night, we had our first quiet time session. We had our own time doing praise and worship session, followed by the reading of the Word and discussion of what we have read. It was really really good! We studied about Matthew 4. Really missed having bible study.
Sadly, later on at night.. I entered into a deep sleep >.< She actually wanted to talk before we both head to bed but while I was waiting.. I just somehow got knocked out. Sigh. She sure was emo about it. Apologized to her the next day but.... I don't know. Hope she forgives me for this...
Monday, August 15, 2011
August 14, 2011
Sunday, was basically FANTASTIC. We talked so long on the phone. We opened to each other even more now, as she shared all her deepest darkest secrets, struggles and hurts. Likewise I did the same, and it made us even much more closer than before.
And what's even more special? The birth of her new blog!! :D
This is the link - http://sincerelyelaine.blogspot.com/.
First to comment, first to follow, first to know. Privileged I am :)
And what's even more special? The birth of her new blog!! :D
This is the link - http://sincerelyelaine.blogspot.com/.
First to comment, first to follow, first to know. Privileged I am :)
Saturday, August 13, 2011
August 13, 2011
Woke her up early in the morning so that she could go for bootcamp. I personally love to hear voice when she wakes up. She sounds really really cute :p
Right after she came back, she suddenly logged in to Facebook chat, and we then chatted a lot throughout the afternoon. We really enjoyed the whole conversation :) She then proceeded to upload her pics from her Melaka trip, and boy, was there just so much things to enjoy there! The eagles were so cool! And yes, I take the chance again here to say how so amazingly gorgeous and beautiful she is day by day. Looking at her pictures never fail to make me smile. :)
After attending service, she went on for the Laser Tag outing with Wen Dee's CG. So apparently there's a new guy trying to go after her now. Such a popular girl. Makes me so jealous. Hehe. :p
Later at night, we had a good time of just talking... and she asked several 'epic' questions. It was really tough to answer those.. yet it was still fun.
Oh, as for a reminder, I shouldn't call her 'dear' so much. It makes us sound like we're already a couple. *coughs* ::blush::
Right after she came back, she suddenly logged in to Facebook chat, and we then chatted a lot throughout the afternoon. We really enjoyed the whole conversation :)
She then proceeded to upload her pics from her Melaka trip, and boy, was there just so much things to enjoy there! The eagles were so cool! And yes, I take the chance again here to say how so amazingly gorgeous and beautiful she is day by day. Looking at her pictures never fail to make me smile. :)After attending service, she went on for the Laser Tag outing with Wen Dee's CG. So apparently there's a new guy trying to go after her now. Such a popular girl. Makes me so jealous. Hehe. :p
Later at night, we had a good time of just talking... and she asked several 'epic' questions. It was really tough to answer those.. yet it was still fun.
Oh, as for a reminder, I shouldn't call her 'dear' so much. It makes us sound like we're already a couple. *coughs* ::blush::
August 12, 2011
Things were so much better today. She initially had to go for make-up classes, but it was postponed till further notice.
She notified me about how Sharon was doing. Seems like both she and Jun Man are currently having problems... but mainly the problem was with Jun Man. Sigh. What's his problem?
Later on at night, she went for S.M.K. Dubcube/ Onz Night as served as one of the photographers alongside Adele. I'm so proud of her :)
After all that, we chatted on the phone.. talked about everything that has happened, and it really brings me great joy and comfort knowing things have improved between us since resolving the ongoing issue. She even told me she actually wanted to take a break between both of us.. because she really doesn't like to be emotional about all these. Yet she chose not too, because I was just too precious for her.
Aww :')
Likewise, she is so much precious for me too. :)
She notified me about how Sharon was doing. Seems like both she and Jun Man are currently having problems... but mainly the problem was with Jun Man. Sigh. What's his problem?
Later on at night, she went for S.M.K. Dubcube/ Onz Night as served as one of the photographers alongside Adele. I'm so proud of her :)
After all that, we chatted on the phone.. talked about everything that has happened, and it really brings me great joy and comfort knowing things have improved between us since resolving the ongoing issue. She even told me she actually wanted to take a break between both of us.. because she really doesn't like to be emotional about all these. Yet she chose not too, because I was just too precious for her.
Aww :')
Likewise, she is so much precious for me too. :)
Thursday, August 11, 2011
August 11, 2011
She didn't reply a single Whatsapp message I sent to her today until late in the evening. I was initially utterly disappointed but has come to realize that I was being to clingy. Guess I just miss her so so much. She then called to check how I was doing, however I acted like a jerk, being emotional about it.. and it totally ruined her mood.
Later on the night, we talked about it.. and boy was she really sad, upset and disappointed with how things are at the moment.. She even mentioned she wasn't even sure about how things would work between us anymore. I did my best to constantly apologize for my unacceptable behaviour and told her that we would really need to talk about our expectations for each other.
After an hour of so of talking.. she finally explained what she really felt with the whole current issue till now.. I was glad.. because now we are able to talk, discuss and plan for things between us to be better. I myself promise to be better for her. I'm tired of giving her a heartache all the time. She doesn't deserve all this now. I want her to be happy.
Finally we managed to joke around a bit.. Cried in joy and relief when I heard her laugh. That was what I really wanted to hear. Will personally try my best to come back and visit this year to pop the 'question' to her.. She told me to inform her leaders and parents about it first, and of course on my side I completely acknowledged about it.
Father, continue to uphold this relationship in Your mighty hands. I'll do my best on my part, and I pray that You will keep sustaining our love for each other till the end of time. Let me be the best partner for her ever.
Later on the night, we talked about it.. and boy was she really sad, upset and disappointed with how things are at the moment.. She even mentioned she wasn't even sure about how things would work between us anymore. I did my best to constantly apologize for my unacceptable behaviour and told her that we would really need to talk about our expectations for each other.
After an hour of so of talking.. she finally explained what she really felt with the whole current issue till now.. I was glad.. because now we are able to talk, discuss and plan for things between us to be better. I myself promise to be better for her. I'm tired of giving her a heartache all the time. She doesn't deserve all this now. I want her to be happy.
Finally we managed to joke around a bit.. Cried in joy and relief when I heard her laugh. That was what I really wanted to hear. Will personally try my best to come back and visit this year to pop the 'question' to her.. She told me to inform her leaders and parents about it first, and of course on my side I completely acknowledged about it.
Father, continue to uphold this relationship in Your mighty hands. I'll do my best on my part, and I pray that You will keep sustaining our love for each other till the end of time. Let me be the best partner for her ever.
August 10, 2011
Today, I learned that in a conversation with a girl, take note and be careful with what issue/topic to talk.
Well to end the story short, we only spoke not for long as I had to go out the whole day.
The whole day, she was busy preparing for her trip to Melaka. We didn't communicate much at all... except for our short conversation at coffee bean. And basically that was about it.
Man, I miss her so much.
Well to end the story short, we only spoke not for long as I had to go out the whole day.
The whole day, she was busy preparing for her trip to Melaka. We didn't communicate much at all... except for our short conversation at coffee bean. And basically that was about it.
Man, I miss her so much.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
August 9, 2011
Today I redeemed myself by showing Elaine not just my room, but also my entire unit that I'm currently staying at. Not very sure about her reaction but regardless, I was happy that she enjoyed the mini 'skype-tour'. :P
Later on, while we were chatting, Mr. W, a person that we both suspect is going after her chatted with her on MSN. I was jealous (as usual), and then made an.. insensitive joke about.
She.got.mad.
Sigh. She suddenly didn't want to talk.. and she just typed out her words and all. Boy, did I felt so guilty again!!! I kept apologizing... and finally she was okay again. ::Phew::
I really got to control what I say next time.
Monday, August 8, 2011
August 8, 2011
I made her sad. We were Skype-ing and she wanted to see the room. I objected.. and told her that I'll show it to her tomorrow instead. I nearly cried hearing how disappointed she was. I'm truly sorry Elaine.. I just wanted to show you the whole place, and not just my tiny puny room. I'll make it up to you. I promise. You alway deserve the best from me.
We both agree we shouldn't delay of not getting attached yet. Our love for each other has already reached a very close intimacy stage. I really wish I can fly back to her and pop out the question to her. Sigh. Soon, my dear, soon. Please wait a bit longer. I'll ask it in a way that will definitely touch your heart :)
We both agree we shouldn't delay of not getting attached yet. Our love for each other has already reached a very close intimacy stage. I really wish I can fly back to her and pop out the question to her. Sigh. Soon, my dear, soon. Please wait a bit longer. I'll ask it in a way that will definitely touch your heart :)
August 7, 2011
We didn't talk much today. She had a busy day, rushing from Port Dickson to service. She must have really enjoyed herself a lot there. Sigh. Wish I was there (cannot emphasize this again and again). Nevertheless, happy for her. As long as she's happy, I'm happy too :)
One thing she still is struggling.. was to share with me whenever she feels down or sad. She did mention about it to me... Oh, how I wish she could just open up to me regarding this just as the old times.. I would never judge you for your vulnerability, my dear. I want to cheer you up, lifting you when you're down.. and making you smile and laugh once again.
Had a long night tagging her pictures. She looked really gorgeous with the bikini. Really. She wrote "I miss you" on the beach and took photo with it. I melted. One day, I'll bring you there again. I promise :)
One thing she still is struggling.. was to share with me whenever she feels down or sad. She did mention about it to me... Oh, how I wish she could just open up to me regarding this just as the old times.. I would never judge you for your vulnerability, my dear. I want to cheer you up, lifting you when you're down.. and making you smile and laugh once again.
Had a long night tagging her pictures. She looked really gorgeous with the bikini. Really. She wrote "I miss you" on the beach and took photo with it. I melted. One day, I'll bring you there again. I promise :)
Saturday, August 6, 2011
August 6, 2011
She went to Port Dickson today. Surely she had a great time what with the company that she have, as well as the nice scenery and all. The beach was totally mesmerizing, and she even got the chance to see the sun setting down. Bliss.
She wore a nice bikini today. It totally look great on her. ::nosebleed:: Yet what touched my heart the most was when she wrote "I Miss You" on the sand and took a photo with it there. How could I not miss her so much back in return?
Our love for each other has reached to a new level. She said the magical 3 words to me before she ended her night.. and I said the same to her too. Sigh. How I wish I was there to just say those 3 words to her too.
She wore a nice bikini today. It totally look great on her. ::nosebleed:: Yet what touched my heart the most was when she wrote "I Miss You" on the sand and took a photo with it there. How could I not miss her so much back in return?
Our love for each other has reached to a new level. She said the magical 3 words to me before she ended her night.. and I said the same to her too. Sigh. How I wish I was there to just say those 3 words to her too.
Friday, August 5, 2011
August 5, 2011
August 5, 2011
We chatted a lot on Facebook Inbox today. Even called her up to remind her about getting Jolene's board games for her trip to Port Dickson. She said I sounded really cute. ::laughs: The second call, I spoke to her in Malay, and she did the same too. It was my first time hearing her speak Malay, and boy was she good at it!
She received her Macbook Pro from her dad after her CG. A great big blessing from Yours truly. ::looks up to the sky and smiles:: :)
She said something really sweet on Whatsapp.. how she's getting more addicted with me. Made me blush indeed. ::aww::
I really miss her more and more.
We chatted a lot on Facebook Inbox today. Even called her up to remind her about getting Jolene's board games for her trip to Port Dickson. She said I sounded really cute. ::laughs: The second call, I spoke to her in Malay, and she did the same too. It was my first time hearing her speak Malay, and boy was she good at it!
She said we should try not to talk too much on the phone, as to allow her to get more used to the distance soon once she starts her college. Plus she would also need to balance her quiet time with God too. Totally fine with me, as I myself would have wanted the same. All for her :)
She received her Macbook Pro from her dad after her CG. A great big blessing from Yours truly. ::looks up to the sky and smiles:: :)
She said something really sweet on Whatsapp.. how she's getting more addicted with me. Made me blush indeed. ::aww::
I really miss her more and more.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
August 4, 2011
I know I should have created this blog earlier to record down everything about me and her... but oh well, better late than never, no?
Today, we talked for close to 6 hours straight... from the her events for the past two days, till her latest updates.
Basically, we talked about everything under the sun (yes literally I was under the sun).
As for the main gist of our conversation for today?
She mentioned about the things she would love to have for her birthday. Cash, instead of the usual make-up kits, facial products, handbags and shirts.
She mentioned how she would prefer to have it celebrated. With her close friends, whom she personally know, not counting in strangers, and the setting? BBQ at the beach :)
She mentioned how much she loved the card that Nicole made. I remember the cute lion I drew as my message's envelope.
Hence, I shall relay this news to the organizers of her birthday, soon. Hope this year's celebration for her would be even nicer and more touching than last year. :)
Today, we talked for close to 6 hours straight... from the her events for the past two days, till her latest updates.
Basically, we talked about everything under the sun (yes literally I was under the sun).
As for the main gist of our conversation for today?
She mentioned about the things she would love to have for her birthday. Cash, instead of the usual make-up kits, facial products, handbags and shirts.
She mentioned how she would prefer to have it celebrated. With her close friends, whom she personally know, not counting in strangers, and the setting? BBQ at the beach :)
She mentioned how much she loved the card that Nicole made. I remember the cute lion I drew as my message's envelope.
Hence, I shall relay this news to the organizers of her birthday, soon. Hope this year's celebration for her would be even nicer and more touching than last year. :)
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