We talked yesterday about the change of my date to come and visit Malaysia. We actually had an argument over it too.. and boy.. was I so guilty about it. Sigh. The past few days have been really horrible for the both of us, not to mention for her especially. She just wanted the best for both of us and I.. well.. I guess I was just thinking about all the hassles for it. I already informed my supervisor to tell the upper management to bring my approved leave days to a much later date and... we shall see whether it would be approved or not.
Christmas has always been a special day for her... and I guess she wants to spend it with me. I get it now... as the past Christmas' for her have always been... sad and disappointing. As I write this post, tears are flowing.. because I can feel how Elaine has felt.. and how STRONG she is keeping her chin up despite the pain and hurt she have went through..
We'll see how it goes. As for now... I love you Elaine.
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