Called her early in the morning... just so that she might need a wake up call for her Boot Camp session. Surprisingly she was already awake.. and that was when we talked about us.
She said she wanted us to talk less on the phone nowadays.. as it is affecting her in certain areas, especially in her spiritual walk with God. I was shocked when she said we should only talk once a week... and that kinda broke my heart.
We then began to talk about our expectations for each other.. and it came to a point that both sides were actually crying. I didn't mean to say those harsh words dear. I'll use lighter words next time.. okay?
'Twas the first time I actually really broke down and cried talking to her. I really felt bad and guilty for everything that I have acted and did for this relationship to work out... because instead of making things for the better, I made it worst. I kept telling her how much she really mean to me, and that I really really really love her so much. If I could literally show her my heart, she'll definitely be able to see how strong my feelings are for her.
She then comforted me... and that was the point that we both acknowledged each other's expectations.. and to continue to sustain this relationship for the better. It was really a breakthrough.. and it made me love her even more and more :)
She went out later in the evening with her family, and they watched Cowboys and Aliens. She didn't like it at all as it was not just boring but it was really filled with... unexpected 'violence and gore'. Gives her the chills just mentioning about it. Hehe. I on the otherhand watched Conan, and was it an utter disappointment itself. Movies nowadays. Sheesh. On the bright side, her dad bought her a new mouse, costing RM 229.00 (WOOAHHH) and rechargable batteries for her Macbook. Also to add, some peeling thingy (fruit flavor) for the face. One for scrub another for mask (blur...). Gosh, I really need her to teach me about facial products. One day, certainly :)
We then spoke later at night.. we really really enjoyed it. It was really good.. and words can't describe how much we really miss each other's voices.. and how we just love to hear each other's story. We both spoke to each other about the events that has happened yesterday as well as today. Most importantly we spoke about what Ian and Chia Huey spoke to her regarding us.. and it was okay. Their concern was just about the distance, and also the timeframe as per how I would often come to visit her once we would be attached. Asides that, she also spoke to her parents about us, and their reception was about just as interesting. Her dad did not speak much, but her mom did kind of disagree a bit. She's thinks I'm not accustomed to the Chinese tradition. Guess I have to convince her about that. Also, I would really need to talk to them how serious I am with Elaine and that I have a plan to work things out.
At the end of the conversation.. we continued to tell each other how much we really care and love each other. Didn't know I could 'manja' with her so much. She kinda likes it though. Haha. Hmm. August 20 sire was really a memorable day. :)
I love you Elaine. :')
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