It's already the month of October. Phew. Time sure does past by quickly. Looking back at the older posts, it is as if those were already old memories. Thank God for this blog, that I am able to record down the events that has happened for reminiscing sakes. :)
Initially she was to wake up early as to prepare for her driving lessons on the slopes, which in the end, she did really well. Proud of her for that. However upon waking up early to give her a morning call, she said it wasn't necessary anymore as the driving lesson time was pushed to a much later hour. So here I was wanting to talk to her badly, but she on the other hand was really tired and wanted to sleep. Of course I respected her decision and hoped later at night we are able to talk more.
Later around the afternoon, I got really emotional as my half day leave was rejected. I vented out my frustration towards Elaine, and in the process a misunderstanding took place. Sigh. Who would have thought it would have affected her even till late at night, when we finally spoke on Skype.
I am really disappointed with myself. Elaine if you are reading this, do know that I did not, by any chance took your encouragement lightly. It really meant a lot to me. Not many people that I know am really able to comfort me when I am down. And yet, over one remark that I attempted to make a light joke about, you took it as a sarcasm. I am really sorry Elaine. My heart cries out even more for the fact that it hurt you and made you sad. Please forgive me. I could offer my tears to you...
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