Dear Diary,
I wanna just say how much I appreciate Kevin's hard work and his effort and everything he has done for me this whole year whether it's big or small. Infact not just this year...from the start of our relationship..and as bro and sis..
Even before we fell in love with each another, Kevin never failed to to call me almost every night before I go to sleep. Even the slightest thing like because I was afraid of thunders, Kevin would still be there to comfort me.
He is the only person that truly understand and listens to me and not judge me for the wrongs that I have done. He is the only and one and only one who never got tired of calling me, JUST to hear me cry every night because of my heartbreaks.
Yesterday I thought to myself maybe I shouldn't disturb him. I was abit moody myself and decided to sulk by myself that night. But when I was about to sleep, I felt that something was missing. YOU. Kevin...you were missing..and I was afraid at night cos it was late and my room was too quiet..in the end i couldn't resist but to call him so I could talk to him. Although I still felt upset over what happened, I felt happy and peaceful just by hearing his voice. I can't live without him. I realised I really really can't live without him. I would feel..alone..and part of me is missing..and that I love him so so so much.
Kevin, I love you.
I'm so sorry for merajuking alot. I don't know how you can bear it, stand it, and have so much patience with a girl like me, but I really am touched with all you did. Especially for my birthday. Please don't say you blew it or you failed. You have no idea how much you made my birthday happier this year. Without you, it would have been worse.. of course without my cg members and church members too >.<
Kevin, I truly love you. I cannot wait to be yours.
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