We were recovering from the events of yesterday.
We did manage to clear a few things up last night...
It was the first time Elaine really got so mad at me..
We both apologized for what had happened. However on my side, I felt that the pain was still so strong there. I tried my best to be happy and strong for her, but I guess that did not happen after all. I still cried whenever I think of what happened yesterday. Who would have thought my heart would be this fragile. Maybe I really am in love with this girl. As they say, the deeper the love, the bigger the hurt.
She had so many assignments to do, including all her other responsibilities. To add the salt in her wounds, this argument had to happen. Felt so bad I couldn't do much to help her. Sigh. Why do I felt so powerless. So hopeless.
God, please help her. Help her in any ways possible. From my side I could only cheer her from afar, but I know that You can help her more than what she can even imagine. *tears*
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